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Jan16

an introduction

by M

I've been blogging for long enough (six years today, to be precise) to know that introductions are always awkward. In an attempt to avoid that, I'll try to be straightforward.

 

Over a year ago, somewhere in 2014, shortly after finishing my first and biggest fiction work, words simply started to vanish within me. What used to be an urgent need, a therapy, something that boiled inside of me and eventually burst in the form of text, was gone. It was like I exhausted my stock of words and things to write about in those 17 chapters I'd been writing for six months prior. While I was - and still am - thristy for more, craving the thrill of it and the joy of creativity outbursts, it felt - and still feels - like I can't do it anymore. Like the ability has been removed.

 

This blog is yet another part of the (as it seems) never-ending process of getting back together with words, flirting cautiously and trying not to rush anything (in case it exhausts again). I'm trying to get rid of all the things that are holding me back, one of them being my previous blog, which I kept since the age of 11 and didn't feel comfortable anymore. The other being my beloved mother-tongue, Portuguese, which just seems way to heavy and overcomplicated now that I've caught myself in this endless love affair with English. I also had my dad bought a new desk and chair in hopes that a fresh workplace will do the trick.

 

As to this blog itself - I'm still unsure, pretty much like everything in my life. I know I want it to be my creative outlet, and a place I can truly see and be myself in. That said, I'm also pretty unsure as to what "myself" consists of, so expect the content to be all over the place. I just hope this grows to be my online home, who knows, for the next six years.

 

I don't know what brought you here but I hope you enjoy it. Please bear with me as I enroll in this crazy journey of finding my truer self and in the way, hopefully, some words for you to read about it.

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J 02.04.2016

Well, the part about Portuguese doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me, haha, but if it makes sense to you, that's good enough. It's often hard to express/explain verbally the things that we feel non-verbally. But we do know how we feel... kind of. Anyway, your English is perfect, so there's really nothing bad to say about your language preference. One question: was your big fiction work ever published? What was it about?

(I love the fact that we are writing in English to each other for no special reason. So random.)
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M 04.04.2016

lol noooo it was fanfiction haha but it matters to me anyway :)

(yeah right!!)
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J 05.04.2016

It should matter! Fanfiction is not an inferior thing. At the very least, it's a great writing workout. If you're lucky, you might even end up with something publishable in its own right. "50 Shades of Grey" started out as just fanfiction and look how that turned out. Now, I've never heard anyone say that it was well written, but it's certainly successful.

(The first person to write something in Portuguese loses)
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M 06.04.2016

I wasn't trying to diminish fanfiction at all! I've read plenty, some even better than books. I was just trying to explain the "scale" of what I wrote. But fanfiction or not, certainly not something to be published (I wouldn't want it to).
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J 07.04.2016

Oh, got it! Sorry I misinterpreted you ;) Well, you could think about publishing something else one day. Not for the exposure or anything, because that probably won't happen, but for the feeling of personal accomplishment. For that aaaaand for the freedom to share your writings online or elsewhere knowing that your copyrights are truly protected.
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M 09.04.2016

Yeah, definitely! But also definitely "someday" :)

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